Well, after taking a "mental health day" from my studies on Thursday and having another chat to the Head of Studies at my school, we've decided the best approach for me is to return to individual classes for the next 3 weeks. It's amazing how much this has taken the pressure off. My new teacher is none other than the Head of Studies herself (Laura). A bit daunting but as she has been very patient with me constantly changing my course and listened to my babbling attempts to explain my problem in limited Spanish, I think we'll get on fine. I will retain the 2 hours per day conversation classes which have been a hoot, and spend the individual classes with Laura plugging the gaps in my knowledge and confidence. She's even set me some tasks so I can overcome my difficulties with writing in Spanish. First two written tasks corrected with minimal mistakes. Phew!!
So for me, the moral of the story is to be careful about comparing yourself with others, be aware of your own pressure points and find the balance. Luckily I have had some great mentors (I'm sure you know who you are) that have encouraged, taught and chastised me when necessary so I'm getting better at "finding the balance". Thanks to all for your support and encouragement on this very interesting and at times, challenging journey.
You know, we have the easy part...we get to hear about your concerns after the crisis point and then say to ourselves "Well, of course, I knew it would be OK!"
ReplyDeleteWell done you on your tenacity and resilience in seeing this through. I would never feel so confident as to start it in the first place. You are my hero!
Thanks Jan. The vote of confidence is gratefully received. Not sure I rate hero status though! It has certainly been a different study experience here in Granada.
ReplyDelete