Each day of walking has it´s challenges and sometimes, I feel a bit overwhelmed and uncertain that I can continue. The unrelenting miles, the constantly changing terrain, the often filling but not particularly health food available in small towns, lack of sleep, all take a toll. Often at the end of the day, you feel you just can´t go on, but as it´s night time, you have to wait till the morning to make arrangements and by morning, the world seems different. Night time may bring doubts, but each morning, I get up, pack, have breakfast, shoulder my backpack and start walking. By the time I´ve gone 5 kms, I´ve forgetten the doubts of yesterday and look forward to the new experiences of today. It´s quite amazing how the Camino just seems to keep pulling me forward and not letting me give up. Maybe I´ll make it to Santiago after all.
The smallest things make a big difference, like the kind taxi driver who drove me and two companions from Zubiri to Cizor Mayor who just wouldn´t leave us until he was sure we had a bed; the kind hotel manager who gave us a triple room at the end of a corridor so nobody would disturb us (and then gave us a 5% discount because we were pilgrims); the random bunch of Irishmen who have provided welcome laughs and encouragement just when we needed them, to strangers who stop and ask if you are okay, elderly gentlemen who show you the way just in case you could get lost and wish you a good trip etc. I
n the Pyrenees, I was struggling along and a French lady appeared, seeminly out of nowhere and walked alongside me for a couple of kilometres, chatting away and telling me that it would be less steep soon. She didn´t speak English and I don´t speak French, but we managed to communicate in a mixture of French and Spanish to good effect. Once I reached my accommodation, she appeared again and said - you made it- and then left. I didn´t see her go, she wasn´t a pilgrim and didn´t seem to be with anybody, but she was an angel to me that day.
And today, whilst walking from Santo Domingo de la Calzada to Grañon (about 8 kms), I met a man coming the opposite way who stopped and wished me ¨buen camino¨ and called me by name. At first being very surprised, I then realised he was the same man who had taken my registration at the albergue yesterday when I arrived in Santo Domingo very tired after walking 33 kms (I thought I had only walked 28 - 29kms so was shocked when he told me it was 33!). Roberto remembered me and was just coming back from a walk when he saw me. He took the time to check I had rested well, shook my hand and wished me a safe journey. And of course, all the wonderful fellow pilgrims who are friendly, helpful and willing to chat, despite language differences. It´s quite wonderful how you often met up with people you may have only had a few words of greeting with and they will want to know how you have been going and give you a hug. Truely, the Camino is a walk of a different kind and seems to embody a spirit of comradarie, friendship and kindness despite annoyances, disappointments and downright grumpiness at times.
It´s been a hell of a ride, absolutely gruelling at times, but always surprising, interesting and overall, enjoyable (well now that I can manage my foot pain lol). Now, if I can just get a decent cup of tea tonight, all will be right with the world.